i'm falling apart

everyone thinks that im happy and fine ,

but look a little closer ,

you will see tears in my eyes . 

behind my smile is a hurting heart . 

behind my laugh , 

i'm falling apart . 

i felt alone and nothing make sense ,

i'm facing everything myself , 

with nothing but tears and a fake smile . 

i know a millions words would not bring you back , 

cause i tried .

you will never know how it feels to have the one person who means everything to you , 

make me feel like i'm nothing .

I'm suffering because of you , 

but on the outside , 

i'm just pretending that i've forget you .

if i told you that i love you , 

you will love me back ? 

even though i realize that it was never meant to be , 

but still , it hurts .

you can never truly love someone until u find out what make them cry . 

but you never find out the reason why i cry . 

even it feels so much pain , 

i'm tired of you being the 1st thing i think about when i wake up !

but i'm still hoping that 1 day , 

i can feel even a little love from you :')