♥ thank you dear so lao ♥

today.. 27 September .. 12.20 AM ..  
u've send me a massage.. when i'm sleeping..
i've in the early morning.. 5.10 AM ..
and i've saw your massage ..
this is the massage that u send to me :
u said -->
sopo..
i love you !
u is my 1st ppl i have that proove to me what is LOVE !
if can i wanna make u be my wife!
i wan it !
even we ady have many argue or what..
im still love u !
i wan u B M W!
can ? <----
oh my gosh !!! i'm so happy to hear that.. till my tears fall down.. coz sososo happy :D
although his english are broken ♥
but i knew what he wrote :')

of coz can be your wife la my dear ♥
but we need to be patient and wait for long time just can dreams come true :')
would you wait for it ? would you ??
i will waiting for :')
coz i know that i love you so so so much..
and my love won't change for other ppl ♥
just you ♥ my so lao ♥

♥ 24 & 25 September ♥

24 September ♥
after school , my uncle fetch me back home .. phoebe and C.c also follow my car to0 :D
then .. after back home.. we change our cloth and paking our things into the bag.. coz at nite we gonna sleep in hotel ! yeah !!
then 1 pm  like that we went to kk and meet with BUbu :D
then we just go to the hotel and check in.. :)
after check in.. we went to our room .. beautiful & nice :D
then we put down all the thg and eat our MEE GORENG CHA SAU ! :D yummy~~~~~~ ^^
after eat.. we watch tv.. then bubu keep play his hp.. ._.
then i fall sleep.. BUBU also :D
then 5.30 pm like that i wake up and go to bath.. but bubu still sleep.. >.<
6 pm ++ he just wake up.. adui ~.~
then 7pm like that .. we ready to go to KKHS mooncake festival concert ! our school :)
meet some friend and see Edna dance :D
after that .. we went to "金山谷" having our dinner :D
then back home.. sososososo happy !! ♥


25 SEptember ♥
12 am -
we've count down our five month monthsary :D
so happy ♥
that time he's beside me.. and we onli 2gtr.. till 1.30 pm ++ like that.. :D
then we just go to sleep :D
i wake up at 8 am ++ in the morning.. but him..................... wake up in 10.30 am >.<
11 am ++ we ate our breakfast .. then we back hotel and packing our thg then go down check out :D

after check out.. me with my bii go to suria and watch movie .. ♥
after finish the movie.. we go cp and eat nasi ayam XD
after that.. we go beside the bed there yam cha :D and see the sea view.. and took some picture ♥
5 pm like that we 2gtr went home by bus :D

that day was sososo happy ! ♥

OUR MEMOREIS ♥

what happen with us ? :'(

what happen with us ??? can let me know???? oh my.. this is the 1st time feel very not well abt the relationship between me and  u.. since the massage.. since that night.. since that moment.. she has destroyed our relationship.. u know i hate her so so so so so much ?? better don't let me saw her.. if not.. i will take the knife and kill myself..
a ex gf sms her ex bf and say "happy birthday BAOBEI ?? HAPPY ALWAYS AND STAY HEALTH ????? MUACKX "  !!!!! what the hell ????? and those massage he open infront me..
OH SHIT !!! i vry vry vry vry MIND about this u know ???? ya.. i know thatb day u also blur.. so.. i din blame on u.. just angry about this.. i thought our relation will end on that day.. but NO.. coz i balieve u at all.. however how it hurts :( i still will stand by your side and cheer u up even what happen :')
because of this "stupid fucking shit thing" ! make me so so so confuse in few days.. keep running in my mind and make me cry all the night..
the 2nd day , i starting sms HER , i ask her why she what to call my bf BAOBEI..( EXCUESE ME ! HE IS MY BF !! NOT YOURS !) i really want to scold her like that.. but at last.. i din gt do that.. coz i dn wan to make trouble :(

she replied ----> IT JUST A JOKE . SORRY IF I MAKE U ANGRY. JUST FORGET THIS TIME. NEXTIME I WONT DO LIKE THAT. =.= (shit !)

SHE thought i m not beside him that time.
xxxx la !! she've destroyed our relationship become like this ..

this few days no the mood to be happy.. :(
i've forget how to smile .. please ! i dn want to think this thg ady.. :'(


at the third day.. (22-09-10)
i send him a massage
" i really dn want like this.. this thg make me so confuse.. its all my false.. say real de..i never think that bii is playing our relationship..NEVER.. so bii dont say i think like that.. and that day i tell bii that i not believe u at all..this is not real de.. i just saying out all my feelings.. say real de.. from the day we starting our relationship.. i never blame on u everything.. i never din trust u..
its bacoz i know that u will be honest with me.. u will love me however what happen..
till now.. i still believe u in 100% .. 9with no regret)..coz u never lie me.. and that day i know bii saw the massage bii also blur right? that i know..
bii.. however wat happen.. i will always stand by your side and believe u all the time..coz i love u !! i dn want make u sad ady (this is i promise u de thg)
i am sorry, sorry . sososososos sorry to hurt u that day :(
i really never never blame u..
and u're the person that i believe the most :'(
please let us settle all the sad thg :(
i love u bii "

u starting treat me so cool..
and after that u tell me u've cry on yesterday.. and feel like want to die..
after saw the massage.. my tears automatic fall down.. and non-stop.. my heart so pain when u say like that.. can't stop crying.. i feel like want to go some where and want to kill my self.. and i think maybe i do like that u will forgive me..oh shit.. ! i'm useless right ? 

and at last.. we have settle all the thg.. and u have forgive me.. although i am happy.. but still can't smile on it.. coz i've hurt u deeply.. :'(
i just a useless gf..
but u.. always forgive me once and once..
u're good enough to me .. do you know that??
u're the best thing to me :')
u're a surprise to me :')
just u can make me smile once again :')
and just u can make me trust on u however what happen :')
i've promise myself won't hurt u once again :')
and beieve u all the time :')
please don't leave me :'(
cause i need you all the time :')



oh boy ! i've fall in love with you !
WITH NO REGRET ! WITH ALL MY HEART !
I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST BII --> BUBU JORECK BII ♥

♥ dear's birthday ♥

18 Sep - finish watch PIRANHA when 8.48 p.m ♥ (so scary the movie >.<)...then when 11.56 p.m..count down with bii with eating SIFUT MEE GORENG xD ♥
then he use h.p online.. many ppl wishing him happy birthday ♥
then i give him the present -----> a wallet >.< haha.. i was so shy when giving that present :D
i'm the 1st ppl say happy birthday to him and also the 1st ppl who give him the present on 19 sep ♥
hahahaha..
then when 19 sep in the afternoon..we wearing our couple shirt & having our breakfast at C.P.. :) then went to watch movie at 2.45 pm ♥ we finish watch the movie at 4pm++.. then went to hawaii eating :D
after that we 2gtr back home by bus ♥
btw.. i was so so so happy 2day ♥
happy birthday my biiiiiiiii♥ muackxxx ♥ :D

cnt see his eyes =.= !

but i like this pic :D

♥happy happy♥

前天晚上, 我和我的亲爱的看晚上8点20分的resident evil. 恐怖>.< 一直被吓到>.< 很想left 4 dead 噢.. 哈哈..
第二天(sunday) ...... 我和他。。还有他的朋友.. 一起去suria 看 step up 3D :D 我看了两次还是觉得超好看的>.<
看完戏过后..我们就到门口等车.. 因为很闷，所以我进回去suria 里面走走.. 谁知一回来他就生气我了T^T
叫他他不应我 T______T弄到我真的很难受.. 他问我我去哪里了.. 可是我没有答.. 因为不可以让他知道我去哪里。 （其实我是去买他的生日礼物才没有告诉他我去哪里的T^T) 我真的很想跟你解释，但是你好像很不想理我，所以我就静静地坐在一旁T^T..
最后我走出去门口后.. 你站到越来越靠近我了.. 就从我的背后抱紧我.. 我那时候真的真的很很很开心 :') 我知道你的这个动作是在表示对不起 :') 虽然你只是静静不出声 :') 但是你这个动作就能够遮盖我所有的伤心 :') 真的.. ♥
回到家后, 果然.. 你sms 我了 :)
你向我道歉.. 说不是生气我..而是担心我一个人自己走....... :'))
就这样.... 我们sattle了♥ :')

(i love you so much) ♥

我和我的他♥

为什么假期那么闷T^T

♥ 05 Sep ♥

今天本来要去dongogon 的.. 后来阿姨讲... 为什么要去那里？酱远~~~ = =
所以我就没有去咯。。
之后就跟舅舅& 阿姨去kolombong.. 到了半路..他们竟然突然讲要去tamparuli.. >.<
yeah！！！　高兴到我ｘＤ 
因为可以见到我的傻佬当然开心啦！　哈哈。。
最后。。我们见面了　：Ｄ　
他一看到我就一直笑＝＝　
因为那时候下着雨．．　
弄到我变落汤鸡　Ｔ︿Ｔ　被他笑了ｘ．ｘ　
但是很开心哦．．　因为我们很久没有见面了　：＇）

这就是我的今天　：Ｄ
ｈｅｈｅ．．　

♥ 对不起 ♥

对不起 :'( 真的很对不起..
那只是个误会.. :(
没有其他的..
为什么我相信你，你却不相信我?
可能我真的伤害到你了..
现在我真的很累很不想跟你吵架 :'(
刚刚跟你解释了..但你没有相信我..
我知道我在解释得跟多也没有用..
因为你还是一样不会相信我..
为什么？ 为什么上一次我原谅了你..
而现在我犯了你上次的错，你却不能原谅我?
为什么? 为什么? 为什么?
这一次真的是个误会..
原谅我好不好? :'(
都是我不好..没有想到你的感受..
都是我不好..只会惹你生气 :'(
我们会不会就这样失去信任了?
我真的好怕..
是不是我很难的到你的信任?
还是你从来没有信任过我?
不是说过我们不要再吵架了吗?
是你忍不到还是我办不到?




我真的很没有心情了..
哭得再多, 也没有用..
哭得再多, 累的还是自己..
但是偏偏忍不住痛..
眼泪批命往下掉..


原来这个痛还比第一次他伤害我还痛 :'(
我终于体会到了..