i miss you :(

I MISS YOU BUBU JEEORICK ROMEDIUS :')

happy 22-23 OCT :D

22 oct -
morning - bsb competition :)
we won !! :D

after skul -
phoebe's boyfriend (Cyril)
comes skul fetch us go warisan check in :)
then fetch my uncle back home ..
after that we went cp fetch bubu :)
then go to the house :)
kinda beautiful :) we love it :)

evening -
me with bubu go cp buy phoebe's present :)

then ~ back to *our home* :)
after that i go take bath and Edna helps me make up :)
then the party had started !
many ppl has come :)
then we've take many picha !!
sososo happy :)
but that night many ppl drunk xD
(includ me)

23 oct -
bubu,cc,sapi
go out da bao breakfast :)
after they back home -
we had our breakfast together :)
(me,phoebe,Edna,Kai Eng,bubu,cc,sapi)

after that...
we go swimming and gym with Gor them --> (reagan,clinton,hamzah,Fir,Eric)
we had take many picture :)

sososo happy :)

afternoon.. we go check out and go suria watch movie :)
then ~ we fecth bubu back tamparuli :D (4.50)
we arrive tamparuli at 5.34pm
then back kk ..
6.10 like that we back to kk and go damai buy yoyo :)
then back home !! woohoo !!!! so happy with all my BELOVED FRIEND :)
I LOVE YOU ALL :D

can i cry ? :'( what can i do ? :(

sorry i always fight with you bii.. :(
i also dun wan de..
i fight with bii just becoz im worried about you..
everyday and everyday .. our massage becomes less and less..
till now.. 1 day just less than 10 massage..
haix..
not i always wan argue..
it just because im to0 care of you.. 
i dn know wan how.. :(
everyday i dn know wat are you doin and many thg i duno..
coz our distance to0 far ady .. 
haix.. i really wanna find a place to cry alone :(
i fell so stress and tired .. 
coz everyday after school i find bii..
it just becoz i just wanna say out all my tiredness at school..
but.. u reply just reply me 3-4 massage then start busy..
i duno why..
i sosososososososo hate cyber rite now..
there just make ppl busy to concentrate at the computer !!
shit de bha ! :(
sometimes i cry becoz of you..
but you duno..
coz u never ask me ..
coz u seldom care of me..
yaaa.. i know that..
BIASA SUDAH..
this is the words that i keep long time ady..
please.. i really hope that u will understand and read my mine..
coz i really need your care.. :(
i know u will know this someday..
but..
maybe its to0 late :(

我只不过想表达我心意，

用尽我全力，

一句话，

只是希望你能听得进去，

我只不过想看透你的心，

就算没回应，

没关系，

我会说完这最后一句，

我爱你。

im so scare that u'll leave me someday..
we not like before ady..
but i still love u so much..
although that day u say those thing make me feel so hurt..
but.. nvm.. i will try to forget those sad thing ..
and be happy again..
duno why..
i taip this post my tears automatic falls down..
and think those thing that u've said that day..
maybe is my wrong ..
im sorry :(
many many thing i want to say to you..
but i scare u will treat me like that day..

that day i cry infront you..
coz my heart so pain..
keep think the thing..
so hurt..
anyway..
nvm.. its okay..
u ask me to hate you if i wan..
do you think that i will hate you after this ???
no!!!!!! never !!!!
although you hurt me once and once..
but.. i love you more than i hate u...
i cant hates you..
becoz i love you so much bii..
hope you know that.. i love you so much!!!!!!!

i know that im not enough good to you..
i know that im not pretty than other girl..
i know that im not romantic than others..
but.. i know that no one will love you more than ME !!
no one will care you more that ME !!!
i love you so much ! :'(

我是真的为你哭了，我是真的为你爱了 :'(

请不要再怀疑我对你的爱好吗？

SAD

everyday and everyday and everyday..
i wait your massage every nite every nite and every nite.. did u know that ???
NO.. U DONT KNOW.. :'(
we seems like long time no chat and sms..
our massage no more than 10 in one day.. haix.. wat can i do ???
continue waiting ?
i say ady .. this time i forgive you not mean that nextime i wont angry you..
but.............. u still gt put this thg in your heart ??
i forgive u forget..
the reason i ask you why always late reply..
u just give me the same reason ----------------> BUSY
is that the real reason ???
or just the reason that u want to play your game ????
SHIT ! GAME SUCKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!
FINALLY.... I SURANDER..................... I LOSE ADY....
GAME IMPORTANT THAN ME..
WHAT CAN I DO ??????????
I'M JUST THE PPL THAT U FIND WHEN YOU ARE "BORING"!!??
or YOU NEVER MISS ME BEFORE ??
AM I IMPORTANT FOR YOU ????

no one know that what i think about !
HOLLY SHIT !!!! I'M JUST A PIECE
 OF SHIT :)
I'M NOT THE PPL THAT U BORING JUST FIND !
now i know the feel ady..
it just like a knife heating on me..

the everything that you said before..
your promise before..
all that just want make me happy..
but.. u din prove it..
NEVERMIND.. ITS OKAY..
CAUSE I PROMISE YOU THAT I WILL BELIEVE YOU AT ALL ALTHOUGH U LIE ME..
JUST LET ME FEEL THE PAIN.. THE SADNESS..THE HURTS FEELING......

JUST LET ME CRY TILL THE PAIN DISSAPEAR :(
 I MISS YOU SO SO SO MUCH..

S T R E S S ! :(

PMR PMR PMR :(

是不是我不找你你就不会找我? :'(

I MISS YOU !