Sunday, October 10, 2010

我只不过想表达我心意,
用尽我全力,
一句话,
只是希望你能听得进去,
我只不过想看透你的心,
就算没回应,
没关系,
我会说完这最后一句,
我爱你。
im so scare that u'll leave me someday..
we not like before ady..
but i still love u so much..
although that day u say those thing make me feel so hurt..
but.. nvm.. i will try to forget those sad thing ..
and be happy again..
duno why..
i taip this post my tears automatic falls down..
and think those thing that u've said that day..
maybe is my wrong ..
im sorry :(
many many thing i want to say to you..
but i scare u will treat me like that day..

that day i cry infront you..
coz my heart so pain..
keep think the thing..
so hurt..
anyway..
nvm.. its okay..
u ask me to hate you if i wan..
do you think that i will hate you after this ???
no!!!!!! never !!!!
although you hurt me once and once..
but.. i love you more than i hate u...
i cant hates you..
becoz i love you so much bii..
hope you know that.. i love you so much!!!!!!!

i know that im not enough good to you..
i know that im not pretty than other girl..
i know that im not romantic than others..
but.. i know that no one will love you more than ME !!
no one will care you more that ME !!!
i love you so much ! :'(

我是真的为你哭了,我是真的为你爱了 :'(

请不要再怀疑我对你的爱好吗?

Thursday, October 7, 2010

SAD

everyday and everyday and everyday..
i wait your massage every nite every nite and every nite.. did u know that ???
NO.. U DONT KNOW.. :'(
we seems like long time no chat and sms..
our massage no more than 10 in one day.. haix.. wat can i do ???
continue waiting ?
i say ady .. this time i forgive you not mean that nextime i wont angry you..
but.............. u still gt put this thg in your heart ??
i forgive u forget..
the reason i ask you why always late reply..
u just give me the same reason ----------------> BUSY
is that the real reason ???
or just the reason that u want to play your game ????
SHIT ! GAME SUCKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!
FINALLY.... I SURANDER..................... I LOSE ADY....
GAME IMPORTANT THAN ME..
WHAT CAN I DO ??????????
I'M JUST THE PPL THAT U FIND WHEN YOU ARE "BORING"!!??
or YOU NEVER MISS ME BEFORE ??
AM I IMPORTANT FOR YOU ????

no one know that what i think about !
HOLLY SHIT !!!! I'M JUST A PIECE
 OF SHIT :)
I'M NOT THE PPL THAT U BORING JUST FIND !
now i know the feel ady..
it just like a knife heating on me..

the everything that you said before..
your promise before..
all that just want make me happy..
but.. u din prove it..
NEVERMIND.. ITS OKAY..
CAUSE I PROMISE YOU THAT I WILL BELIEVE YOU AT ALL ALTHOUGH U LIE ME..
JUST LET ME FEEL THE PAIN.. THE SADNESS..THE HURTS FEELING......

JUST LET ME CRY TILL THE PAIN DISSAPEAR :(
 I MISS YOU SO SO SO MUCH..

my family :)

my family :)