这就是我们的机会？？

我很累了，8：13分，我的电话一封信息也没有，不要再找借口说你的电话没有钱了，我不会受你骗，我已为你真的会去珍惜，但你真的有吗？ 你的三分钟热度真的真的很快，我的要求，你答应了，所以我才给我们多一次的机会，我已为这个机会，会有很大的改变，为什么，事情总是相反的！
我只不过需要你的安全感。但你真的有给我吗？!!!!
你只会每一晚都说对不起没有陪到我！你有没有想过我要的是什么 ！！

你知道 吗？ 我从来都没有试过这样失败。这是第一次，我会那么的累。
亲爱的，告诉我，我们还需要多少次的机会？ 你才会珍惜？
下个星期，你开始做工了，你要我怎么忍受，在你的脑海里，我只是一个每天晚上只要一封信息的人。jeeorick > 我在你心中到底是怎样的女朋友？？？？im not the person who EVERYDAY wait u till midnight.. someday, i will be tired because this.
what we gonna be ? </3 im not the ppl who always give and forgive u.. do u know that ?
i know u dont know what i want. so that day i ady tel u what i want..
i duno why u ever try to understand me,
always say i not understand u at all.
but who cares my feelings??!!
u say u will cares me more more, loves me more more. acc me more. where is our promise ?
u know that ? im tired ady, i dun wan argue with your more, i tot i din say u will understand,
but NOOOO !

break cnt sloves all the problems we had.
i know , but , can forget all the problem,
always wait u , what i get ?
"sorry cause im late to find u" and that time ady midnight.
u say i dn ever takes time to understand u, but ? my time are always wasted to wait u, do you know that? !
who is the most bz now ? please tel me.

someday i will be crazy.
cry cnt slove problem, but why my tears will fall down ?!
sad cnt forget all the sad thgs , but why i cnt smile ?!
WTF !
i so miss u. so miss u ! so miss YOU !!!!
but u dont know. </3
u dn ever be the 1st say you miss me.

you say u need to change, i will do too.
i dun know i will change till how.
but i will do it.
not because of u. just because of me.